Do you ever wish you just hadn't said something? You know, it comes out and instantly you know it is going to screw everything up.
Did we have to have THAT conversation at THAT time about THAT thing? The day is going very well and BAM! You said it, the thing that you can't take back and never really comes out how you meant it. Instantly everything is wrong and you know a huge talk is going to happen before it can be right again. How did that happen?
Really, everything was going so well. We were just enjoying each other, laughing, loving. But no...nothing can last like that. Then following the "messed everything up and really was irrelevant" conversation, you started thinking about all those things the conversation really represents and how irritating they are.
So where are you left? Laying on the ground venting to your blog while you stew over all those words that didn't even need to be spoken. And yes, they will be talked about, but its Friday afternoon and you are exhausted and all you wanted to do tonight was eat nachos and watch TV and go to bed.
As soon as the creature entered this house my world was turned inside out! What is life like after birthing a creature? We shall see!
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